Gen. 32
You are in good company. Jacob was a deceiver. He stole his brother’s birthright. He manipulated the odds of his father-in-law’s livestock reproduction to his advantage. Then, one night he wrestled with God Who put his hip out. God changed his name to Israel, Prince with God. He had a limp on the outside but he was straightened on the inside.
Confess your faults to the Lord and be straightened.